when do I get my break?

When I left my interview Friday morning I was told I would receive an email over the weekend as a practice to see my work on Excel spreadsheets. I did not receive that email... I was also told I would receive a phone call about a second interview. As I sit here waiting for the phone to ring I think, what if they don't call me back? I was looking at jobs yesterday and there just isn't anything I am interested in or can even afford to work for... Disney wants you to work for $7.24 an hour. C'mon, that wouldn't even give me the gas money to get back and forth to work! How can I sell myself when I thought I had given the interview of a lifetime? Why is there always someone that seems better than me or someone they don't want to take a chance on. It's all because I just moved here. People are afraid that I won't stay here. Well damnit I'm not the type of person that when the going gets tough i get going... I am here for the long haul.
Sorry I just needed to vent... I really want that phone call to come and I have been praying on it... Maybe I'm just not good enough........